oh frustration

im typing on my phone again, so please excuse grammar errors. anyways, as of thursday, i believe i had lost exactly fifty pounds. yay. which means twenty five percent total body weight loss wow. the frustrating thing is, i was told by my drs that losing ten percent of my body weight would make me ovulate. not sure what planet they are on. but i am so happy with what ive done and proud and its wonderful to be healthier. i know i was bigger, but i know people who are way bigger than i ever was who ovulate and have babies so i just dont understand. but i am happy for them. once again, i am not a jealous person...just frustrated. maybe one day, right? well we move to fort drum, ny in about i weeks, so i think as for trying and fertility meds we are done with that until we get settled there. i guess i will see what dr sawyer says friday and what dr merced says sept eighth. i still have no updates from the herbalist i contacted...hopefully soon. thats all i know right now. ..i guess just another vent. just gotta be grateful for what i have and so should all of you. it could always be worse.