well f that.

on my phone again. i wanted to update friday, but i needed time to cool down. on friday i found out that my lovely insurance declined me to see a reproductive endocrinologist. what the f u c k. i meet all criteria, but apparently they dont think i deserve to go. we all know i produce little to no progesterone on my own...that makes me feel like shit. when i get on my computer i will post a link to a site that has the symptoms and i have i believe all but four. of course life is not fair, but it also isnt fair for me to not be treated for this. i deserve it just as much as the next person tricare may or may not allow to go. welcome to government run health care. i shouldnt complain because in most cases the insurance is fine, but how come they get the say...shouldnt i? or my dr? i got this news when an obgyn office called to schedule an appt with me on friday. i made the appt, jan nineteenth, but i know there isnt anything they can do that hasnt been done. i called my pcm afterward to see why i wasnt getting a call from the re. not pleased. then friday night i had a cyst on my right ovary rupture...holy ouch. i am still pretty sore. thats it for now.