well its been awhile. we are now in new york and awaiting word on when we can move into our house. its really nice here, but different. i hope we can move into our house soon, i need my bed, lol. anyways, i took the provera dr sawyer prescribed, i finally just stopped my period two days ago. i hope my cycle will be regulated again. i am so sick of this. i feel another cyst bleeding. ugh. i hope that next week i can start looking for doctors around here. i want to ask around, but i feel like nobody will understand what kind of obgyn and pcm i am looking for or why...so i suppose i will have to go in this blind and figure it out by trial and error. nothing really has changed with my infertile self lately, but i feel like i am finally and hopefully getting a grip on my anxiety again. i will update again soon. in the mean time, wish me luck. thanks for still reading and supporting me on this journey.